I don't want it to be complete one anymore.
Complete one doesn't mean to be the best.
We're birds which have the wings tie up.
Trying hard to escape but it can never be succeed
Waiting for the day when we have our all freedom.
But when will it be coming & how long do we need to wait?
Year after year, we're still in control.
Everything is being control.
Freedom is what we always wanted but we can never have it.
Life doesn't go the way we wanted.
It always go the way that we never expected.
Courage is what I need now.
I want to start a new life.
Didn't want to lead such life which I having now.
Am I asking too much?
Maybe I'm.
Tears rolling like tapwater.
They sometimes becoming useless.
Sick & tired of everything.
But still trying to survive.
I'm tired real tired.
Hope that I can sleep & never wake up.

I want to intro you guys a movie.
The show is extremely touching.
My friend introduced to me today.
And I watch from 4am to 6am.
& I cannot wait to share this movie to you guys.
Isn't me great? ( I'm not humble.)
At first I don't think the movie is nice.
The main lead of the movie make me continue to watch it.
He is handsome! & 'stylo'.
Love his hair tonnes!
I adore Japanese guys.
They're pulchritudinous.
Loves Loves Loves.

SKY OF LOVE

Rating: PG
Genre: Romance, Drama
Language: Japanese (Chinese and English subtitles)
Cast: Yui Aragaki, Haruma Miura
Director: Natsuki Imai
Runtime: 120 mins

Sky of Love is adapted from the hugely successful cell-phone novel that moved 11 million to tears. After losing and then retrieving her cell phone, attractive high school student Mika begins to receive calls from an anonymous admirer. A summer-long phone romance leads to an eventual meeting with cool guy Hiro but their happy days soon pass as trouble is on the horizon.

Early the morning, was woke up by my Dad.
Super tired cause I slept at 7am & being woke up by 10am.
WTF!!! 3 Freaking hours only!
Normally I sleep more than 10hours a day.

Dad brought as to eat Minced meat noodle which my dad said it's nice.
But I think it's not really that delicious.
I dislike the noodles.
Force myself to finish the noodle.

Head to Turf City to look at furniture.
Love the furniture there lots.
Very nice & it's not really expensive.
Decide to buy after my room is painted with new colours.

After that we went Tampines Ikea cause I want to get study table.
But there isn't any that I like.
So only bought 9 photo frames & two other stuffs.
Wanted to buy the red bin but it's out of stock.
Cannot get my red furniture at there.

Accompany my Mummy to Whitesands.
I went to buy photo albums.
Bought two, one for friends' photo & one for myself.
Using my time to decorate the albums.

Had dinner with my sixth aunty & my cousin for sure.
Waited quite long for the food to come.
So adults talking & children talking.
After our meals, have talking session with my cousin, Ron.

Ron: How to jio girl arhs?
Viviann: I never jio before guy so I don't know. ( I heard wrongly so answer wrongly)
Ron: I ask you how to jio girl lahs!
Viviann: Oh. I don't know cause never jio before. (Trying to be lame)
Ron: But you girl what. Tell me how normally guys jio girl.
Viviann: You want jio who? Your class one arhhs?
Ron: Yup.
Viviann: Ask her for her number. Then message her regularly but not too much or else the girl will think that you're annoying. After that, when you think she is interested in you then ask her for steady.
Ron: What?! Later she reject, not shy mehs?
Viviann: You think you will steady with her until you both married arhs?!!! Go jio other girls lahs if she rejects you.
Ron: Stead ready then do what?
Viviann: Go dating lahs. Dumbass. Go for movie. Take this chance to hold her hands. Or cross the road that time hold her hand. Mwakaka =PP.
Ron: That time I also like that.Blah blah blah.

I think Ron is going to kill me because I reveal our conversation.
He is in-experienced about relationship.
Only twelve going thirdteen.
Me, this nice cousin teach him.
Be direct! Be gentleman.
My uncle & aunty won't scold me for teaching him all these mahs.
Who's care?! It's natural to have relationship at his age.

Chat with GUO WEI today.
It's like 65983542315 months that we last chatted.
I miss disturbing him.
As usual I kahjiao him in MSN.
Good news to share with you guys.
He going to join me to Taipei.
& hopefully Miyuki got permission from her parents about going oversea.
Asked me so much question.
Cause he want to start saving.
I asked him to find a girl with good memory.
He said that like mine.
I will say my memory good.
He ask me to be humble.
But I said I will let him be humble & I will be the non-humble one.
Mwakaka =PP. Love praising myself.

My hatred in you is getting deeper.
Now, how nice you treat me, I will think that you're have a purpose of doing it.
When the hatred is gone, I guess I am treating you as a stranger.
I'm not being myself when there's presence of you.
I want to go against you!
From now on, I will definitely hate everything you like.
& will like anything that you hate.
Let me tell you, I will NEVER EVER like the country.
Even how nice or good the country is, I will never like it.
Never wish to step into that country from now on.
Maybe I already hate the country for quite sometime.
I can remember very clearly something very clearly.
When we went to that 'bloody country', you didn't scold us before.
But when we went to countries that I like, you indeed scolded us.
How you treat me in the past, I will definitely remember it by heart.

Everyone reads MIYUKI's BLOG.
HTTP://WWW.ONELASTDAN-CE.BLOGSPOT.COM
She wrote about me!
I complaint to her why she didn't write about me.
I'm jealous lahs! So now people jealous of me!
哈哈哈! 非常的感动!

Let me tell you guys about our sistership.

But we first met when we're primary 3.
Cause our school has a competition called ' Sing Singapore'.
( Pasir Ris Primary Students will know what is it all about. )
Classes will grouped up & prepare a performance for everyone.
Our classes joined together & we won the third place as well as the best choreography.

The next year we happened to be in the same classes.
& we stay near to each others, few blocks aways.
We meet up often after school & played together at the playground.
( Don't laugh at us! Everyone has he/her childhood, okay! )

We did many our first time together.
For example: ice skating, go red house, approach (Japanese)guys & many many.
( Too many to mention. 哈哈哈! )

Our birthday is on 27 September.
We cannot really remember the exact day we become sisters.
So we add our birthday together which gave us 27 September.
23 February ( Viviann ) 4 July ( Miyuki )
23+4=27 & 2+7= 9.

From the 8 years plus we have been together, we didn't quarrel at all.
Believe that our relationship will last till the day we die.
Hope that we still can be sisters in our next life.

We think alike & have a same goals.
In the future, we want to open a shop together.
Let's work hard to achieve our goal, my dear girl.

MIYUKI ONG SHI YI,
YOU'RE WANTED BY ME!
TONNES OF LOVES & MISSES FOR YOU.

How I wish I didn't know or find out anything.
I will never wish what I think will happen later or next few year.
Sorry, I can never respect you as much as in the past.
Don't ever dare to blame me in the future!
You upset me tonnes! I really detest you lots!
My heart really hurts!
No good sleep at all. Wish that I don't have to face you.
From now on, it's hard for me to respect you.
You will never see the truth self of me.
Forgiving you is too hard for me.
I cannot describe how I feeling now.

(P.S Don't ask me what had happened. I don't wish to mention to anyone)

Anyone interested in going to Taipei this year end?
I want to go there this year end for at least a week.
There are serveral things that I miss.

First: TELEVISION CHANNELS
As a television addict.
I simply loves the hundred over channels of television programmes.
The channel they have there, we have to subscribe it from Starhub.
But even we subscribe, we don't get the full version.

Second: NIGHT MARKETS.
In the night markets of theirs.
They do sells pets, foods, clothes & accessories.
Unlike Singapore ones.
Which only sells limited stuffs.

Third: SHOPPING.
For clothes, I recommend to go 五分埔.
五分埔 sells clothes & accessories at wholesale prices.
But you cannot go on Monday as the shop owner won't entertain you.
( That's what a taiwanese told me! )
忠少东路 is another place where many celebrities open their shops.
Another shopping palace.
西门町 is where many youngsters' hangout.

Fourth: FOODS & Drinks
Oyster mee sua, minced pork rice, you yu gen, dan zai mian & many many more.
Think of the food will make me drooling.
青蛙下蛋 is a drink with many pearls.
& many other things cannot really remember.

FIFTH: PUPPY
I like their toy poodles, 红贵滨.
They are so mini & cute.
How I wish I'm able to bring one back to Singapore.

I'm like advertising Taipei.
Cause I love Taipei lots.
Miss there.
A year plus didn't visit there already.
I shall go other places on Taiwan.
For examples: 高雄, 台中, 台东, 台南 & ....

11 MARCH 2008

Dreamt about my cousin coming over my place to stay.
It really happened! & The phone call from them woke me up.
Please don't call me in the early morning. LOL. It's already afternoon that time.
Paid for their taxi fare.
They brought their bolsters. They're only staying over a day.
他们好像离家出走.
Big bags & small bags

Wanted to order Macdonald through internet.
But it giving me problems. WTF!!!!!
I will never order through net anymore. Waste my time!

Brought them to Whitesands cause I need to pass Benny my ezlink.
Threw them at the arcade & I went shopping.
My right eye giving me problem.
I think I getting a new hard lens.
Hard lens can use for how many years? Can anyone tell me?
Some say 1yrs-2yrs , some say 5yrs.
Waited for Benny to reach Whitesands at 8pm.

Had seafoods for dinner.
Shark's fins, Cereal Prawns, Chili Crab, Scallop with Vegetables, .....
During the dinner keep disturb Ray.
Decorated one crab shell.
The shells I decorated, the people there will hang them up.

(Photo of me with my cousins at Big Eater. Ray & Viviann 自恋ing. )

My blogskin has changed.
多谢亲爱的Miyuki.
Anyone interested about the blogskin, contact Miyuki
But 要还钱喔! 哈哈哈!!!
Cause she need to use lots of time to finish it.
I guessed you guys envy me lots.
Giving her a treat tomorrow.
We're going to purchase some assignment as well as guide book.
Time to 冲 studies.

Stupid BENNY SIM JIA HE.
Woke me up at 11plus in the morning & ask me something for fun.
He really 谦打, will definitely scold him if he wants the treat on Wed or Thur.

Met Miyuki at around 12 plus.
So we have lunch together at central.
The night before, we decide to go threading eyebrows.
But need to wait for 1hour30mins.
Slack at the community centre.
The owner of the shop keep looking.
We slept there for awhile.

Miyuki went to do the threading first.
She took a long time, her tears dropped.
Threading 真的好痛.
The areas near my eyebrow damn red.
Like put red eyedshadow.

Met Miyuki at 5.30pm.
Head to White Sands cause Miyuki wants to have a haircut.
Whenever Miyuki & Andy are around together, they will definitely make me laugh like hell.

Head to T3 for Swensens.
It was so packed, need to queue up.
So Miyuki & I decided to go Macdonald to slack.
T3 好大喔!
Walked round & round to find the Macdonald.
Slept at there too.
我们在那里好想都可以sleep.

We decided to go Swensen to wait for Shimin to end work.
So we slack outside Swensen.
Saw a group of Japanese guys at the departure area.
Miyuki started to wave hands.
One guy who saw, wave back.
They played paper baseball.
Their poses looked so cool.
Many people looking at them playing.
After that we asked shimin for paper.

We kept throw paper down, they threw paper up.
纸球在飞上来.
At the end, many people looking.
But we cannot be bothered.
Took photo of them.

They are indeed very friendly & great.
他们真的好帅又好可爱!
Quite sad that our conversation ended.
Hope that we can be friends in the future.

All the photos are taken in T3.
We spent our time on cam-whore.
Did many things at T3.

Something that I want to post about.
One 外国人 approach us.
He asked if he can take photos of our hair.
We guessed that he is a fashion designer or hair stylist.
Cause he asked questions about our hair.

非常多好事情 happened today, 01MARCH2008.
We're extremely happy.
2008 有一个好的开始.
Definitely I hope that more happy things will continue to occurs.