How I wish I didn't know or find out anything.
I will never wish what I think will happen later or next few year.
Sorry, I can never respect you as much as in the past.
Don't ever dare to blame me in the future!
You upset me tonnes! I really detest you lots!
My heart really hurts!
No good sleep at all. Wish that I don't have to face you.
From now on, it's hard for me to respect you.
You will never see the truth self of me.
Forgiving you is too hard for me.
I cannot describe how I feeling now.

(P.S Don't ask me what had happened. I don't wish to mention to anyone)